A friend asked me recently what I would miss the most being gone for a year. At first consideration all the little things come to mind...I'll miss watching my Patriots tear through the postseason and win their 4th championship in 7 years. I'll miss having easy access to the internet where I can chat with friends or check my email whenever I want. And like I said before, I'll miss my friends here and all the things that will happen in their lives over the course of the year. But I think more than anything I'll miss people that understand me. In past trips to Namibia I've always been with teams of other Americans. This time around I won't have people who share my American perspective to sit and debrief with around a campfire. I won't have friends who understand my frustrations or know what I'm thinking simply by my facial expression. There's something to be said for investing 5 years in relationships and having people surrounding you who can challenge you and laugh with you because they understand you. So in reflecting on what it really means to be gone for an entire year, that's probably what I'll miss the most. But I trust that God will bring new people into my life while I'm there...in fact, I'm counting on it.
We purchased my plane ticket last week. So now I have an official departure date, which makes it seem that much more real. December 2nd will be my last Sunday at Christ's Church, then I'll fly out the next day. I'll fly from Boston to Washington D.C. then straight to Joburg before catching the short flight up to Windhoek. I'm not sure of the exact times yet or how long my layovers are but that's the gist. So if you don't have plans come help me caravan down to Boston on Monday, Dec 3rd. :)
Packing has officially begun, another thing that makes it seem that much more real. No, not packing for the trip, but packing up my stuff here. I don't have all that much stuff in the first place (as those who helped me move can attest), but most of what I do have I've been progressively tossing or giving away. The few remaining crates of personal memorabilia, irreplaceables, and junk that's special to me will end up packed away at my parent's house.
I love the discipline of simplicity. I love that for an entire year everything I'll have can be packed in a suitcase. Truth is I think we all know we can live on much less than we have. Even much of what we think we need is simply periphery, we're just not willing to part with it. The demands of discipleship often come into conflict with our greedy, materialistic, consumerist culture, and this area of 'stuff' is no exception. So like I said, I'm excited about the opportunity to take this rant of mine to another level of practicality.
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These are just a couple of the things that I will miss while you are away...
The laughter that I hear the moment my heart jumps out of my chest & I almost pee my pants...
Having some of my questions answered exactly as they are asked...
The eye roll I see when I say something stupid...
Having you around to always know what I am thinking even when you claim that you don't...
:)
Love ~G
Mike I am so excited for you! It is going to be an amazing year for you filled with challenges and unforgettable experiences. And yes God will put people in your life to encourage you and challenge you. Maybe it will be in a different way than you have been used to but God is faithful to give us exactly what we need. Speaking from experience dont underestimate the value of a non american point of view either. I have learned so much about how I look at things in an american way but i appreciate seeing things from a danish way as well and neither is more right or wrong from the other. Well unless its a biblical issue than thats different. But I am so excited for you, you are not going to come back the same as you probably know from your other times in Africa. I love the simple lifestyle mentality, we have adopted that as well. I am glad that you will get to understand even more concretely being a foreigner in this world by being a foreigner in a different country. This has helped remind me so many times that my real home is yet to come. Our prayers are with you! Keep in touch!
Hi mike,
long time no see :( I will be praying for you bro!
What are you afraid of the most? That is my question.
As I read your blog I thought darn Mike is much more brave then I am. I would be afraid to leave things that I cherish. I guess I am the rich man that approached Jesus and walked away sad.
I would also fear going there because what good can one person do. Sure there is stories of one person changing so many things but in our culture now its really rare. If anyone can though, I believe through God's grace you can. Your heart itself is a testament to the good in all.
Blessings Bro,
Keith
Mike, I'm so stoked for you man!!!! Can't wait to be able to follow your travels and adventures! You are in our prayers!
Great service on Sunday! Thanks for wearing my favorite shirt. (Tear) Safe travels as you head out on the roadtrip today!
I'm not going to even try to list the things that I'll miss with you gone. I think the list would be far too long. But pretty much I'll just miss YOU.
But I'm so proud of you. I'm not going to be selfish and say I wish you were staying, because truth is I don't, this is way too awesome of an experience, and God is going to use you. And even as time looms closer to you leaving, I know that a year begins to look longer and longer. But you can do it, and even when you think you can't God will give you the strength to get through. I'm so excited and proud and just thankful that I'm your friend. But the fact that I cried yesterday when you got up to talk says that I am going to miss you dearly. But I just wanted to encourage you and tell you that you are going to be great at this, and I'm so glad that you have this blog so that I don't have to miss out on all the smiles of the kids as God uses you to make a difference in their lives. I miss you already and you haven't even left yet.
<3, amanda
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